He will give me the future I hope for

This year has been a year of challenges and emotional battles, when you find yourself suddenly growing and maturing you don't have time for little whines that won't take you anywhere. When you're caught in this process your life twirls around in circles and you are no longer worrying about what you are going to name your new toy, but now you're thinking about how to get through this last year, college and future.
I am there right now, but I don't seem to have time for all of it together. School is being as usual: stresses here and there, homeworks, annoying teachers and blah, blah, blah... But college now is my main concern, the year is already flying and I don't seem to have anything done.
I have my career planned out, but it is impossible to find an appropiate college where my subject is well taught and where financials are not making me sick every two seconds. What a drag! This is not how I saw it happen. God says he has it all planned out and that He will give me the future I hope for, right? Then why can't I just get it right now? Why can't I just magically get over all of that and just be where I aspire to be. But then I am just going to be a some sort of lazy-head? I DON'T want to be that.
Well, I guess if God has it all figured out then everything is going to be ok. I trust Him. I really do.
Let's see where this brand new (well not quiet) year will take me.

Faith.